Thursday, April 22, 2010

Adjusting Expectations

Amazing how fast a week goes by. Pretty much a lot of baseball and poker over the past week, and not a lot of time for anything else.



Baseball team was scheduled to play five games in five days, and we actually managed to get four of them in. Despite a few close calls on rain, only one of them actually got rained out. And on the bright side, we went 2-2 in those games. One of the two wins came against a AA team, which is one division below us. Realistically, we should have been in that division, as it is meant for the teams that have players who don't really know what they're doing. That is our team. Both Chris and I had the same assessment of the team we played tonight. If you had us coaching that team, and their coaches coaching our team, the score would have been reversed. They had just as much talent, but no idea what to do with it.



My pitchers are finally starting to throw some strikes. Unfortunately, the pitchers who are throwing strikes are the kids who are unable to strike anyone out. That means that we have to field the ball, which we can't do. So we've gone from giving up 10-15 runs a game on walks, to where we're giving up 10-15 runs a game on errors. Both are frustrating, but at least the errors are something that I don't have to feel as bad about. If my pitchers do their job, I feel like I've done mine. Walks are directly attributable to me and my pitchers, whereas errors are not. I'd be happy if neither happened, but if I have to choose, I'm going to choose the path where I've done my part.



I do now realize that we're going to have a tough time coming in higher than last place in our division. The only AAA team that we have beat is Springfield, and unfortunately they play in the South division while we play in the North. I've now scouted every team in the league, and it's not looking good. If I can get my actual strikeout pitchers to throw strikes, maybe, MAYBE we can come in third or fourth out of our five team division.



At the start of the year, like I do every year, I felt that if both Chris and I did our jobs to the best of our ability, that we would at least compete for a title. I realize now that you can only do so much when your entire team is younger than the youngest kids on every other team in the league. No matter how good the 7 and 8 year olds are, they just can't compete with the 10 and 11 year olds that we're playing against. But we're teaching them the fundamentals, and hopefully they will begin to grow as players in the next couple of years.



Poker karma worked out, as I did indeed cash at AIPCO. I took third, which brought another $500 into the coffers. Puts me up almost $6K since losing my job last September. It was a funny night, though. It's amazing how quickly you adjust your expectations, and how getting close only makes the defeat that much more bitter. I should never have made the final table. I should have gone out about 23rd or so. With only 9K in chips, the blinds were 2K-4K, and I was in the big blind. Someone raised, and I threw my last chip in without even looking at my hand. She had pocket Jacks, and I had 9-2 off-suit. I was 11% to win, but I did, and then went on a pretty good run to get to the final table. Once I was there, I got lucky once again when I had someone fold pocket Queens to my reraise preflop with pocket 9's. So, I should have been happy getting as far as I did. But I wasn't. I had the chip lead 3-handed, and almost never lose when that is the case. So when I busted out in third, I felt as though I had let a tremendous opportunity (as well as another $700 or so) slip away from me. Even though I knew I had been extremely lucky to get there, once I was there, my expectations had been adjusted and I felt like I should have won. You only get so many opportunities to take those down, and you need to capitalize when you do. Still, $500 is a nice night of work, and I can't complain too much.



We finally have a winner in the WSOP tournament too. Not who I thought it would be. Randy came back from the big chip deficit, and won the trip down there. I'm happy for him. I had pegged him to be the first person out, and he did exactly the opposite. But no one would enjoy the trip more than him. It was fun to watch, really. If I can afford it, I'm going down there to cheer him on. Even if he's out on the first day, he'll just enjoy the experience so much.



Not much else going on with me outside of baseball and poker, so I don't have a lot of random thoughts this week.



However...



Just watched Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call New Orleans. Not bad, but not as good as the original. The thing that stood out to me more than anything though: Damn, Val Kilmer has let himself go. I mean, it's not like I can say anything, because I'm not nearly as svelte as I once was, but damn! Val can obviously afford to hire either a personal trainer or Elvis' old cook, and he chose the latter. Hasn't been that long since he was in damn good shape. Now he just looks fat and old. I mean, I know you're 50 now, but Brad Pitt is 46, and still looks like Brad Pitt. You now look like this:



Seriously, you can afford a personal trainer, dude.



I read today where some of the cities in Europe that have had flights grounded for the last week after the volcano eruption are now seeing the clearest skies in the last 50 years. Amazing how quickly things can correct themselves if we let them. The haze created just from the jet engine exhaust was enough to limit the air quality in dozens of cities. But once they went a week without flights, the skies were all blue.



Reminds me of the show on the History Channel a couple of years ago, that showed what would happen to the world if humans were gone. The biggest change was the oceans, where fish populations would skyrocket in only a few years. As it is, we'll probably hit the tipping point towards many species of fish extinction in my lifetime. Not that I care, I will have died from mercury poisoning from my swordfish long before they will have become extinct.

Okay folks, until my next post, or at the worst, next week, I hope all of you have nothing but health and happiness. Sorry about burning that image of Val Kilmer into your retinas.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Geez, write a blog already, will ya?!

Way too long to go without writing, I know. But between baseball and poker, it has really been a long couple of weeks. I know that my writing will be more sporadic during baseball season, and if the season continues as it has been, I'll be a little too depressed to write regularly. Ugh. Not going well so far. It's been a hard season so far, and unless my pitchers can start throwing some strikes, it will be a very long season for sure.

As I mentioned on my facebook page after yesterday's game: We threw a one-hitter!!! Unfortunately, we walked 12, had a hit batter, and my pitchers made three errors. So we lost 14-1, our third straight blowout loss. My pitchers are damn near unhittable when they are throwing strikes. Unfortunately, they aren't throwing strikes all that much. Even the "control" pitchers that I am throwing are struggling to throw strikes. My "ace" only gave up two runs in two innings, but they were both kids that he walked. We walked 12, and all 12 scored. Not good. Much like the last game, when we walked 11, but struck out 12, the other team has no chance on the strikes. My kids are too good. We just need to get them throwing more strikes.

So, that has been the most frustrating thing to deal with so far this year.

The streak is finally over in poker. I cashed for 11 straight weeks, but finished 9th tonight, four spots out. Just couldn't really get anything going all night. Never got paid off on my big hands, and couldn't win enough chips to keep me alive. I'm hoping that it means that I'll cash at AIPCO on Friday. Still quite the accomplishment, I cashed in every tournament from January 26th through April 6th. I think that will be one of those Joe Dimaggio type streaks that no one is going to touch for however long I host this weekly game.

Our big $1K tournament was this past weekend, and the winner is.... still to be determined. The final two, Randy Thoms and Donnie Fowler, played for 21 hours over two days, and will come back Thursday to try and play to a winner. It might take longer than that, given their playing styles. The last of the pre-tournament favorites, Tom Auld, went out in fourth place, after getting all-in as a 3-1 favorite. Then the person who had dominated in chips from early in the tournament, Tim Lea, went into chip meltdown mode, and burned through 110K in chips in an hour. (This is with 400-800 blinds). That left it heads up, with Donnie holding a substantial chip lead. I think Donnie has a better chance to cash in the main event, but Randy is playing well right now, and would enjoy the experience more.

Not a whole heck of a lot going on with me other than baseball and poker right now. That's been 99.9% of my brain power for the last two weeks.

I am, however, reading a great book about Pat Garrett, and learned some really interesting things about him, Billy the Kid, and all the supporting cast of characters in that time of history. It's really a fascinating read, that some people will be getting for Christmas this year. First, the governor of New Mexico who hired Garrett to track down and kill Billy the Kid was Lew Wallace. Wallace went on to become far more famous as the man who wrote the book Ben Hur, which went on to be the biggest Oscar winning film of all time.

The chief legal adversary of Garrett was a man named Albert Fall. He had a number of courtroom run-ins with Garrett, working as a defense attorney (which he was reportedly VERY good at), most famously in the murder trial of Albert Fountain, whose killers Garrett had brought to justice. Fall would also defend Jesse Brazel for the murder of Pat Garrett, and get him acquitted.

Well, Albert Fall, in part because of the notoriety that he gained from his dealings with Garrett (and in part because of the fact that he was rich, corrupt, and well connected in New Mexico), would become a U.S. Senator from New Mexico. Eventually he would become secretary of the interior under Warren Harding. For you history majors out there, the Albert Fall that butted heads with Pat Garrett for 20-some years in New Mexico is the same Albert Fall behind the Teapot Dome scandal that was the biggest bribery scandal in U.S. history to that point.

Jesse Brazel, who purportedly (although now evidence points to the contrary) shot and killed Pat Garrett, would disappear after the death of his wife in 1913. Eventually his family would hire a private investigator to track him down, and it was discovered that he travelled to South America, where he was killed by none other than Butch Cassidy.

I just found the book to be quite fascinating with all the "small world" moments, where these people either went on to much bigger things, or found themselves in the company of much more famous people.

Well, that's about all the news that's fit to print for now. I will attempt to get an actual blog, rather than just a weekly recap, within the next week.

Wish me luck in baseball, I have five games in five days starting on Saturday. Might be a long week. If you don't hear from me again, I had a heart attack.

Thank you all for being who you are, and for giving me the pleasure of having you in my life.